![]() When I first saw you, I felt how wonderful it would be to initiate you. I never could make love to a woman if she did not want me. ‘I know what you are thinking,’ he said, ‘but for me it would not have any meaning unless the woman wanted me. I was not frightened but fatalistic, desiring only to find someone I might fall in love with. I was sad that Stephen had not understood my desire to become a woman. I was conscious of being alone with the illustrator in an empty studio building. Don’t you regret that? Don’t you feel you are wasting time, that real living begins with sensation, with being a woman… This corresponded so exactly to what I had been feeling, to my desire to enter experience, that I was silent. If you are married, your husband has not made you a woman yet. ![]() ![]() You are a virgin, aren’t you?’ ‘No, I am married,’ I said. But I know it is something much simpler than that. ![]()
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